How I realized I was truly a submissive slut (Episode IV)

New to gwstories…figured I would make an account for all my hot fetish stories. I'll start with this one… Episode IV: A New Slut.

My boyfriend and I are very sexual and into fetish play. We have done public sex, exhibitionism, oral sharing, 3somes, 4somes with sharing, and also had voyeurs watch us a few times. He got into a moped accident a month ago where he broke his leg, fractured a rib and his wrist, and got his arm and hip scraped up bad. Sex has been difficult and the pain meds make him foggy. I've only been able to ride him a few times and he doesn't cum. I have mostly just been giving him blowjobs, sitting on his face, and he has been fingering my pussy and using my hitachi and butt plug on me. He is an awesome guy and since we play on a few certain websites, he arranged a cuckold fantasy (despite him being dom), where a guy would come over and play with me and make me cum. I don't know if I'll write about that story because it ended up being a little vanilla…for us, anyway.

 

So, this story that I will tell was fucking crazy, scary, hot and extreme, but it was a revelation. I regret a few things, but at the same time, get wet just thinking about it. The first cuckold fantasy was fun, but he just ate and fingered my pussy and left. My boyfriend got off on denying him a reward and I got turned on by the guy begging just to jerk off on me and my husband saying no. I asked my boyfriend if we did it again, could I suck the guy's cock until he cums. We agreed we would do that, but find a different guy…someone less awkward.

I found a hot guy called James with a big cock who seemed to have a lot of friends and female admirers on our frequently used site. Over a few days, my bf vetted him a little and they agreed on a plan. My boyfriend ran it by me: Domination, submission, humiliation, spanking (bare hand only), sloppy cocksucking. Limits were no sex, hitting, choking, etc. James apparently asked about pee, anal, and cum fetish things. I love being submissive and sucking a big cock.

 

My boyfriend said "So, the thing is…you are going to his place."

"What?" "No…."

"Well, he says you won't really be a submissive slut if I'm in the room and I agree. He also has a surprise…"

"What…we don't know this guy…what's the surprise." "You will like it… I honestly don't know if I want another guy in our bedroom anyway…I think it's hotter when it's removed from here."

"Yeah, I was kind of feeling that too…"

I asked my bf if he thought this was safe and he told me that he thought so, but that I picked this guy out and have this fantasy so it's up to me. I messaged three girls and asked about him and two said he was awesome if you are really submissive.

My husband showed me their conversation and I laughed at how ridiculous and serious this guy was, but also got a little wet just reading this one part from him: "Her fantasy is to be a submissive slut under the power of another man and you will deny her that fantasy if you are in the room…she will not be completely uninhibited and will not know her limits or master. Believe it or not, she probably has inhibitions with you. I break these barriers with my domination and you will thank me when you are healthy again. She will be devoted to you, her true dom. My goal is for her to cum from being dominated and she might not like me during, or especially after our encounter, but she will definitely get off from my domination."

 

So, we debated it and we both decided I should go. Friday night at 10pm. I was going to see "dom master" James. He had pics of me and he requested either cheerleader, schoolgirl, or little girls' pajamas. He went on to request, pigtails, pink nails, makeup, and either little girl panties or my most expensive panties. As soon as I heard these requests, I knew this guy would be a pretty good, kinky dom. And I don't mind ageplay because of my looks and it's just been a thing with most of my boyfriends. I'm 25, but look younger, standing only 5'2" and 101 pounds. I'm a tiny petite, brunette with 32A boobs, size 0 panties. My pussy is tight and shaved.

 

So Friday night, I'm in an actual school girl uniform that I got at a vintage store a few years ago. It's a small grey polo shirt and a red, white and grey skirt that hangs about 6 inches above the knee. My hair is in pigtails and I put on eyeliner, mascara, blush, and lip gloss. I have white cotton panties with pink hearts on them and a pink strapless bra.

It was unseasonably warm but had to wear a long coat to go outside like that. James called for an uber to pick me up and take me to his place and it would be here in 5 minutes. I kissed my bf and thanked him and told him I would text him. I would text the letter x if things were good and h if I needed help, wherein a friend of ours would come get me if something happened. My boyfriend told me he loved me and this was the best way he could show it right now. He knew I would be so excited being submissive with another serious dom. We didn't know how serious and crazy this dom would be though…

 

I took two shots of flavored vodka with one minute to go before the uber arrived. I got in and a young hipster guy with black rimmed glasses and a beard greeted me and said "It's so crazy warm now and you have a big coat!" I was getting in sexy, slut mode so I decided to fuck with him. "Maybe I'm not wearing anything underneath." He laughed and said "Oh really…I see your shirt, babe."

It was a pretty short ride so I didn't get to tease him too much. I got to James' door and rang his buzzer. He instantly buzzed me in and I was so nervous that I didn't catch it in time and had to buzz again. I took the elevator to the 4th floor and walked down the hall to his apartment. The door opened and I saw James standing in the doorway at the end of the hall. I got so nervous I guess I started walking slower.

"Walk faster," James barked.

I walked faster and couldn't believe the first thing he said to me was a command!

"I'm James…come inside." He took my coat from me and draped it on a chair. James was taller than my bf…maybe 6'3" with a nice square jaw and average build. His black hair looked thick and lush. His apartment was really nice with a nice living room and kitchen and shiny hardwood floors. It was small so you could see just about everything except the bedroom when walking in.

"You have a nice place."

"Thanks, you look amazing. So small and sexy….Are you ready to do this?"

"Yes."

"Sit down on the couch. I will not require you to call me master but you will call me James as often as you can. And you will obey my commands."

"Yes, James. I'm sorry, before we start…I'm nervous…what if the commands are against our rules?"

"Those are your per-conceived inhibitions. You can't bind yourself to them if there is no contextual experience…"

"But my boyfriend and I agreed on certain limits and I will follow those."

"You didn't let me finish. Sit up straight on the couch."

"I'm sorry, James." I sat up straight and crossed my legs. It was a deep sectional couch that would be perfect for sex.

James looked at my exposed thigh. "I will follow all the rules given to me beforehand if that's what you choose. Your master is not here now and can't decide for you. What I'm saying is, YOU probably won't follow them, so why should I follow them?" "I will follow them because as much as I love this, I love my boyfriend."

"I'm not saying you don't love him. I'm saying that you will choose what happens tonight and I don't think you will do anything you don't want to do. If you don't want to do something, just say no, and we won't do it. I will probably discipline you though, but I won't make you do anything. Just trust that whatever happens will be because you wanted it to happen."

"Yes James."

He quickly went to the kitchen counter and grabbed two cocktails. He gave me one and told me to drink it.

I hesitated and looked at it…wondering if I could trust him. He noticed my hesitation and took it out of my hands and took a big drink. "I need you awake to follow my commands…not drugged up and passed out. Trust me."

"I'm sorry…"

"I'm sorry, James," and he looked me right in the eye.

"I'm sorry, James." I smiled and drank the cocktail. It was really good.

"I *am going to give you drugs though…"

"Oh really? I don't do drugs except pot and shrooms."

"Well nobody does these drugs…but they are going to make you perform better. I want you to be a submissive slut who loses control."

He opened the nightstand and took out a pill bottle mixed with different pills.

He had female sex enhancers, anxiety meds, blockers, viagra, and more. After a 5 minute debate and looking it up on my phone, I actually agreed to take a drug called Salagen. Salagen, James said, would make sure I gave the best sloppy blowjob of my life by increasing saliva production. He gave me three Salagens and three Altoids and made me chew them together and swallow them. Then he gave me a full glass of water and told me to drink it all. I had also finished my cocktail and was getting a buzz. James asked if I was ready to begin. I said yes and texted my husband "x" as James took the empty cocktail glasses to the kitchen.

"James, may I use your restroom first."

"No, you may not. Do you have to pee?"

"Yes, James."

"I'll let you pee after you tease me…Let me see up your skirt."

I leaned back a little on the couch and tugged at my plaid skirt until James could see my white cotton panties with little pink hearts on them. James kneeled down on the floor by the couch and lightly brushed two fingers over my pussy through my panties. He found my clit and started to rub me through my cotton panties. He could see the wet spot forming on the white cotton.

"Mmmm, do u want to pee now?"

"Yes James."

"Ok, take off your skirt.

I slid my skirt off me.

"Now pull your panties to the side and pee on the floor." I hesitated.

"No, James."

"Get on all fours on the couch."

"Yes, James."

With my panties off, he grabbed my tight little ass and spanked it three times as hard as he could. I moaned and gasped at the same time.

"Do you like being spanked?"

"Yes, James."

"Do you like pissing in front of me?"

"I've never done it."

"Exactly…which is why I want you to pee on the floor. Push your panties to the side, get off the couch, and pee on the floor."

"Yes, James."

Not sure what came over me but I pushed my panties to the side. I had to pee so bad and nothing came out. I felt a little drunk as I stood up and crouched down.

"Let yourself go. Become a dirty slut. And pee on my fucking floor!"

A little bit of pee came out and dribbled down my pussy and thighs… and then I could feel myself relax a little and I peed a long steady stream, all over one end of the living room. When I was done, James told me to go to the other end of the couch and sit down.

"Take off my belt and unbutton my jeans."

"Yes, James.

I could see he was hard and his cock sprang up a little as the jeans slid off his cock. He took off his shirt and stepped out of his jeans. I licked my lips looking at his thick, 8 inch cock. I noticed I did have more saliva in my mouth.

"I want you to suck my cock like the dirty slut you are. You better not swallow one tiny bit of saliva."

"Yes, James."

I took his cock and gripped his thick cock. He was already so hard. I licked the shaft and put him inside my mouth, into a warm saliva bed. I sucked him and deepthroated his cock for a few minutes careful not to swallow and soon realized my mouth was full of spit. I pushed him out of my full mouth and ounces of saliva poured out of my mouth and straight onto the floor. More spit leaked out the sides of my mouth as I sucked him hard and dripped down my chest and into my strapless bra. Some of the spit ran down my stomach and I could feel it on my inner thigh. I looked down a few more minutes into sucking and saw my body was soaked in spit and the floor had a bubbly puddle. I had never sucked cock like this before and it was so hot!

I think he was going to cum because he told me to stop and drool as much as I could onto my stomach. I obeyed him and he opened my panties as some spit ran down my stomach and I could warm spit pooling on my pussy in my soaked panties.

James put two fingers inside my panties and started fingering my dripping wet pussy. He told me to lean over the arm of the couch with my ass up. I got into position and he pulled my panties down to my thighs and started rubbing my clit and then shoved two fingers inside me. He started to work a thumb into my ass.

"Are you a dirty slut who will do whatever to please her master?"

"Yes, James."

"Who is your master?"

I moaned instead of answering because I was really close to cumming.

"Who do you submit your slutty fuck holes to?"

"You, James."

"Who is going to make such a dirty slut cum?"

"James. James… James!" I came really hard and noticed I drooled a lot on the arm of his couch.

"Do you want to be fucked hard like the submissive slut you are?"

"Yes, but…"

"So you want me to fuck you?"

"I do, but…I…"

"Go get your phone."

"Yes, James."

I slid my panties back up from my thighs and got my phone.

"Text your boyfriend… James is my master tonight and I'm going to do what I want."

"No, James."

"Get on all fours."

"Yes, James."

James grabbed my panties and slung them down off my ass. I heard them rip a little. He spanked me three times as hard as he could. I could feel my ass start to sting on the last hit.

"Do you like being spanked?"

"Yes, James."

He massaged my ass where he just hit it.

"Is my cock bigger than your boyfriend's?"

"Yes, James."

"Do you think I could dominate you better than him."

"Yes, James."

"Would you love to be my hot, slutty, little fucktoy, and do whatever I say."

"Yes, James." I was so wet and felt like, for the first time, I could cum from just words and an ass massage.

"You have already answered this question twice, but I will ask again to make sure. Do you want master James to fuck your tight, slutty pussy until you cum?"

"No, James….I'm sorry, I want to…"

"Get the fuck out of my house," James said quietly.

"Yes, James. Thank you for dominating me."

"I didn't truly dominate you, or you would be cumming on my cock right now. And you didn't submit to me, or to your desires." I put my skirt back on and my polo. I picked up my phone and before I could enter my password in, James told me he would call for the uber.

"I said I would get the uber," James said.

"I'm not calling for one. I'm texting my boyfriend."

"Tell him about your moral victory of not breaking his rules when you are out of my house."

"I just texted him "Can I do whatever I want for this one night? And he's writing back now…he says 'Sure, babe. Go for it.'" James chuckled. He looked me in the eye.

"I was only interested in breaking your rules and having you acknowledge that they were not your own rules. They were his rules. So you are not truly a submissive slut like you advertised. The fact that you asked permission to act on your own desires is admirable, I guess, but it doesn't turn me on. I'm not even sure a little girl like you could get me off. You didn't make me cum."

"Wow, ok, fuck you too."

"And aren't you a little humiliated now that you admitted you wanted me to fuck you, my cock is bigger, I can dominate you better…and that you are a worthless and useless wannabe slut who can apparently only make her loser boyfriend cum?" I almost started to cry but then halfway through his verbal abuse I realized what he was doing and I started to be drawn to his power over me again. I realized he is humiliating me and dominating me to see how I react. I realized then that I wanted to be humiliated, dominated and owned.

"Yes, James."

He actually looked surprised for the first time.

"Yes, what?"

"I am humiliated by that. I want you to dominate me. I realized that I truly am a submissive slut."

 

He started to unbutton his jeans again.

"Take off your shirt and skirt."

"Yes, James."

 

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Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/3xdvj5/how_i_realized_i_was_truly_a_submissive_slut