I don't know why I really did it. There's a small forest near my house and it's known to hold numerous sex offenders by night. Everyone knows to stay away from that place but something inside me just snapped when I stepped on my bike and drove off. I'm an average 22 year old guy, I've been single for a year now. Recently though I've started experimenting with my butt, you know just sliding a finger up there while I jack off. I love it.
So yesterday I drove my bike to that forest, horny as fuck, with one single goal. I wanted to get raped. I was wearing sweatpants and a hoodie, my socks getting moist trough my shoes on the damp forest leaves. There was an eerie silence and no one to be seen until I fell face first in the dirt.
someone had hit me on the side of my head, I was dizzy and confused but this was exactly what I wanted. He turned me over on my back and pinned me down. He was around 50, hairy and massive. "I promise you piggy, It will be a lot more pleasant if you don't fight or scream" he said as he licked his lips. I told him I would do anything as long as he didn't hurt me. "Oh I won't hurt you too much" he smiled "you wan't this don't you? you sick fuck. I can feel your cock trough your pants. It's hard, do you want to be raped boy?". I told him I didn't want it and I pleaded for him to let me go but he was right my cock was throbbing.
He rolled me over and pushed my face in the dirt, I could hardly breathe. I felt his cold hands pull my pants down to my knees and slap my ass. He didn't say anything but I could hear him unzipping his own pants. I reached behind me and grabbed his cock behind my back. I only caught it for a second but it scared me. It was huge, I couldn't even fit my hand around it and I knew then that I didn't want this after all. I started to struggle but he pushed my head down in the dirt again until I stopped. I could feel him pushing his body down on me. He placed the head of his cock between my buttcheeks and tried to push inside me but it wouldn't. He was to big, he would do some serious damage if he got that thing in there. I struggled and kicked and he kept pushing down on me, spitting on my ass and his cock. He tried again and slipped inside me. It hurt like a motherfucker. This was nothing like my finger, he was rough and hard. Pounding me into the dirt as I softly cried and moaned in pain. He pulled out and turned me over. He made me swallow all the cum and dirt that had found its way into my mouth. "If you move I'll kill you" he said as he got up and walked away. I lay there in the dirt with my pants on my ankles, cum dripping from my mouth and blood from my asshole. I didn't struggle as he pushed me in his trunk and drove off. I felt horrible, dirty and I was in pain. But at the same time I felt satisfied and I wanted him to have me again.
Source: reddit.com/r/eroticliterature/comments/3tavty/trying_to_get_abused