I am no longer that sweet and innocent girl I used to be[18F/18M]

I've always thought I would remain a virgin until marriage. Everyone thought I would make it through college without sex. Yet, I lost my innocence after highschool. Me losing my virginity is a secret.

I lost it to my best friend who happened to be an ex bf of my friend. I liked this guy for a very long time. He is funny, cute, and beautiful. He has nice hair which always attracted my attention. He is very friendly and social, not shy.

On the other hand, I am very shy and nerdy. I only cared about getting good grades but I played volleyball for four years. As a result, I am going to a good college and am very fit. I do have big boobs but I am short. I watch anime on my spare time.

After my high school graduation, I slept at my friend's house under the notion of sleeping at my cousin's house. His house was around the corner and I texted him. He opened the door and took me upstairs.

We were alone in his bedroom talking and watching tv. I am socially awkward but he was kind and caring. He was giving me a lot of attention and I loved it. All of a sudden he kissed me.

Things started out pretty slow and I got a little excited because he was a much better kisser than me. The kissing got more intense and he got me so horny. He laid me on the bed. I told him I was a virgin and he laughed and said not for long. He took off my pants and I felt him finger me and that really got me into it.

It was the greatest feeling ever and I had my first orgasm with a guy then. Next thing I knew my bra was loose and he removed my panties. I just watched as he pulled off his clothes and I got to see my first naked man. He had no problem getting in me since I was wet. It didn't hurt but it was just this sensation of being so full.

He kissed me and pushed into me really deep. It was pretty good and I was getting into it. It was so nice to just lay there feeling him moving in me and kissing me and being loved. He wrapped his arms around me and got real serious about fucking me. It didn't take long for him to cum and I felt him depositing his load inside me.

We fucked again that night. He told me that I was the most noisiest girl he had ever fucked. I moaned so loud that night that his brother walked in early on. He just muttered sorry and backed out. It felt awkward but we finished what we were doing and then went on like it was normal.

To be honest, losing my virginity made me more horny. After having sex for the first time, I just been feeling horny all the time and think about sex alot. We fucked several more times until I moved last week. I got better at sex but still feel inexperience. I been feeling frustrated and I felt tempted to sleep with several guys ever since. I even have a couple of guys asking me to be fuck buddies with them. I know I shouldn't but sex is so much fun and feels so good.

Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/3ahelv/i_am_no_longer_that_sweet_and_innocent_girl_i