A bit of a backstory first: I'm straight, (heterosexual, if you want to get technical) and have zero attraction towards men. I really like sucking cock, though, and I have no idea why. It's a huge turn on for me. I've never done anything more with a man, and have no interest in doing anything with another man besides sucking him off.
Curiosity got the best of me when I was 18, and I turned to Craigslist to find myself someone to suck. I posted an ad, and got a ton of replies. I only replied to a handful, and then I ended up finding one guy, who was right in my town, and that I felt comfortable enough with to do anything.
The guy was much older than me. I can't remember how old exactly, but I'd say he was in his 40's at least. I specifically wanted someone older than me, mostly as a comfort thing. I was always the shy and quiet kid, I was socially awkward, and just felt like I'd be more comfortable with someone that was older.
This was in May of 2008, about a month after my 18th birthday. It was in the morning, and the guy came over. He asked where I wanted to do this, and I led him into my living room. He wasted no time unbuckling his belt and letting his jeans fall to his pants. He sat down on my couch, and slowly began to stroke himself.
I was nervous and anxious as all hell. I almost blue-balled the guy and asked him to leave, because I didn't feel like I could really go through with it. I apologized and asked him to give me a couple seconds, and he said that was fine. He was hard as hell, just stroking while I got myself together.
I eventually walked over to him, and sat down on my knees. I took his cock in my hand, and just started stroking it a little. He told me to lick his cock a little, and I did as he said. I licked it, from the balls to the head, and gagged a little from the taste. I had a terrible gag reflex. It didn't help that he smelled a little bit. Not terrible, but he smelled like a guy who had been working outside for a couple hours, and came over without showering. Not a terrible dirty smell, but enough to make my gag reflex that much worse.
I licked his head, and put the head in my mouth, and swirled my tongue around it. I gagged a little then, and went back to stroking it. I eventually gained the courage to put it in my mouth, and I started sucking his dick. I went up and down on his cock twice, and then I gagged, and then I'd go back down on it. I gagged a ton, and I knew I had to be giving this guy the worst blowjob he's ever had in his life.
I went back to sucking him, and just as I got into some kind of rhythm, he said he was about to cum. I got nervous all over again, knowing I was about to take my first load. I had no idea what to do. I took his cock out of my mouth, and he took over and started jerking himself off right in front of my face.
Still, not knowing what to do, I awkwardly opened my mouth while he kept jerking off. He started groaning heavily, and I shut my eyes, expecting cum to hit my face… but, nothing. I opened my eyes after a few seconds, and saw a tiny drop of cum leaking from his cock. Disappointed, I licked it up, and suck his cock one last time to clean what little bit of cum there was up, and then I stood up.
He thanked me, pulled his pants up, and was on his way. I was terribly disappointed, as he didn't last long at all (not that I was giving him a good blowjob in the first place), and never really got the cumshot I was hoping for.
Although my first experience was a bust, I loved the feeling of having his cock in my mouth, and the feeling of being on my knees. I was determined to do it again, and my second experience was everything I wanted and more!
Source: reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/36dngg/straight_guy_resorted_to_craigslist_to_find_a
Why can’t I get the courage to try this? I’ve tried a few times and just don’t seem to follow through. I just have to man up or have it dropped right into my face as it were.
It doesn’t get any easier. I’ve done it 6 times in the past 7 years (although 3 times it was with the same guy), and it never gets easier. The last time I did it was January 2013, and I literally had to drive past the guys house 4 or 5 times before I finally went through with it. Overall hornyness will usually always win, eventually, over any other doubts you might have about doing it.
I think that’s what I need is the build up to be so intense that I just crave it and want it! Plus, I think if it just somehow happened in the moment I’d be all over it as well.
Finding the right guy is the key, glory holes are not the answer. Plenty of married guys looking for a little man play these days bored of regular sex with the little women. Swinglife is a safe place to find someone in your area married is best and safer.
Um…….newsflash man……you like sucking cock=you might be gay lol