looking how i feel…finally

ive been a bbw ever since high school. i was shy because my body didnt match what i felt like. i envied the smaller girls. they had no idea how easy they had it. recently, like within the last year i overheard "friends" talking about me. they were commenting on how i was bigger than ever. i decided to make a change. i talked to my bf. told him i wanted a change. he said he was on board. we had a good week of eating bad. then we started a life style change. he lost weight fast, like within 2 weeks he lost like 13 pounds. i struggled. first few months were hard. slow weight loss. but over the last 5 months you can see a real difference. my bf has regressed. chubby again. little energy. low self esteem. i try to encourage him but i cant be the only motivator. this last month ive started looking more how i feel inside. i feel sexier. My guy friends are commenting on how great i look. even better, guys in public are approaching me. one guy started talking to me and asked if i had a bf. i told him i did and he asked if i wanted his number. i took his number. 3 weeks ago i went to the gym on my day off. i had a random wednesday off and while i was at the gym i remembered he mentioned he had sundays and wednesdays off. i called him up and he remembered me. he asked if i wanted to go over to hang out. i was so nervous but i felt sexy. i looked cute. we hung out for like 30 min. i felt myself totally shamelessly flirting. he told me i was beautiful. he said he wanted to kiss me but respected that i had a bf. i leaned in and kissed him. we made out for a few minutes and he put his hands in my pants. i was so horny that i started to ride his fingers. this went on like 10 minutes. he also took off my clothes and ate me. as soon as i came i got on top of him. felt good to ride a guy. my legs are strong lately. he only lasted a few minutes but i didnt care. i got fucked! on friday at work another guy hit on me. this guy was a bit older but super handsome. i want him. any men with kik wanna help me out with dirty chat?

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