Posted this before but took it off, now it's back. Just in case someone accuses me of stealing it haha
Have you ever been to those parties that are just…off. The party itself is fine, the people are fine (some even look fine), you even know some people there. It's just one of those nights where you didn't really want to go out, you just had to, whether it was because you forced yourself to not be antisocial, or your friends pushed you to do it, either way, it's just a night where you're surrounded, but feel alone.
That's how I felt on this particular Saturday night.
"Rose, what's wrong?" My friend Summer asked me between us visiting with groups of people.
I wanted to say, 'Well Summer, everything should be okay, I just had my sights set on sitting down today with a few sex toys and going at myself,something I've been planning for a while. Then taking a long bath, and watching movies until I pass out. But instead I let all of y'all drag me to my ex-girlfriend's house for a party.'
My real answer was, "Oh, nothing, just a little more tired than I realized I guess."