Dominatrix Diaries: chapter 1 [Fdom] [Msub]

It was the end of 2016 and after 12 months of backpacking around the world, falling in love with a French boy, and getting caught “cheating” with my ex-sugar daddy and then CFO of the largest art auctioneer in the world—I was left heartbroken and penniless. All I had left was a ticket to Paris, scheduled to depart just a month after my relationship had ended. I could have forgotten all about the lifestyle, returned to the corporate world and played victim to the high speed love affairs that had burned me. But I didn’t; I changed that ticket to a flight to Johannesburg, South Africa where I applied for grad school, and started working as a Dominatrix in New York City to finance my education instead.

Although I’d only been in the scene for less than 12 months, I was experienced with BDSM and femdom, having enjoyed my first Female Led Relationship (FLR) during undergrad with a previous boyfriend. We’d only broken up a year prior and after my brief foray as both a sugar baby and vanilla girlfriend, I deeply craved the power and authority kinky sex once provided me. Reflecting on it now, I’ve always been a dominant woman, and have desired to be with a queer and/or submissive man all my life. But because I am so feminine, it’s been difficult for the men in my life to meet or understand these needs. In many ways I was lost, and by answering that NYC Craigslist ad casting for “New Dominatrices willing to be trained”, you could say that I was finding myself.

Party out of bounds (MF) (Anal) (Rape)

The parties at Andy’s house were always awesome. Plenty of alcohol, great music, party games, a good ratio of girls to guys, and plenty of rooms in his big house to sneak off into when the mood hits. Being friends with Andy had its advantages at times, like tonight. David arrived to the party already in full swing. The front door opened into the hectic living room, the couches and plush loveseats already full of guys and girls all gathered around drinking and playing some card game probably designed to try and embarrass the players with its tasks. The TV hanging on the wall was showing some cheesy 80’s music videos even though that’s not the music that was currently playing. The speakers of the sound system were carefully tucked away on the built-in bookshelves in the room, currently blaring something sung by a man with a high pitched voice. Is that The Weeknd? Sam Smith? David didn’t know, he’d heard of them, but that’s just not his kind of music.

The Workout [MF] [Str8]

“How do you do it? How do you find the time and energy for all this?”

Kelly Lowell got asked that question often and for good reason. Once people learned about her career aspirations, her workload, and her day-to-day schedule, they looked at her as though she were crazy. Even her closest family members thought her ambitions were excessive.

They weren’t wrong, either. Since high school, Kelly had pursued a career in sports medicine. Her father was a former Olympian. Her two younger brothers were aspiring athletes. She tried to be an athlete too, but a fateful injury during a field hockey game in junior high school sent her down another path. In some respects, that path was more rigorous than that of any athlete.

Kelly’s weekly schedule read like a case study for obsessive overachievers. She was a full-time college sophomore taking on a full-time course load. She was a pre-med student pursuing two majors, one in biology and one in pharmacology. She also interned with the university’s athletic department, working closely with the medical staff to gain the skills and knowledge necessary to help her build a career sports medicine.

My first time with a guy…(M)

I knew from my teens I was attracted to guys. It was confusing to me because I had been with plenty of girls and loved every second of it. I never acted on that attraction until my early 20’s. I didn’t have the nerve to ask or talk about it with friends that were bi or gay. I had a friend, Mike, who was bi, but mostly was with guys. One night, with a group of friends we were talking about music and concerts we’ve been to and I mentioned I was going to see a local band that was pretty good the next night. He asked if I minded if he went along. I said yeah, let’s go. So the next night we met up at the venue, had a great night, good music, a few cocktails. Neither one of us felt
like it would be a good idea to drive so we called a cab. His place was only a couple miles away and he suggested I just crash at his apartment and we’ll get our cars in the morning. It didn’t really cross my mind at the time about the two of us getting together, well not totally. He was an attractive guy, easy going and fun to hang out with. So at his place, we were just hanging out, talking with a movie going in the background. We started talking about past relationships, good ones, bad ones, fun ones. He had stories about guys, mine were of just past girlfriends or short flings. I was interested in his guy relationships of course. And kind of steered it that way. Now, a few more drinks in at this point and feeling a bit brave to start discussing my hidden side. So, I just came out and said it. “I’m attracted to men”. His eyebrows raised…”really?” I said yeah, for years but never acted on it or told anyone. He says with that “did you just come out to me?” His voice cracked a bit. No going back at this point I thought. I asked about his first time and listened intently. We were on his couch, now kinda facing each other. I figured screw it and moved a little closer and put my hand on the cushion near his knee. He noticed, but looked a little reluctant. He told me later, he didn’t want me to feel rushed or taken advantage of. But at this point I was all in. With one finger I touched his leg, I felt it instantly, I wanted him to be my first. Now, I was never an aggressively forward person, but like I said, all in. I told him that right then. He asked what I wanted to try, I just asked “can I rub you through your jeans?” He moves his hips forward a bit and dropped his right knee, his bulge was quite noticeable. I reached forward and with the tips of my fingers caressed his tight jeans. He gave a smile and said “what do you think?” I then moved closer and cupped his crotch, he pushed back a bit. I felt his bulge get bigger. “Want it out?” I returned with an enthusiastic yes. He undid his button and unzipped. His blue boxer briefs clearly bulging out. He adjusted, pulling the briefs down revealing his growing cock. I was impressed with size. A bit bigger than me and very nice looking. I lightly touched his head and shaft. His cock throbbed at the gentle touch. I started to lightly stroke from head to base as he watched and smiled. After a minute he lifted his hips and dropped is jeans and underwear to the floor. He spread his legs open, his cock and balls out in full view. My cock was swelling and I had to unzip to relieve the pressure. I moved in close and gripped his cock. He gave a slight moan. I stroked him harder as my cock started to throb. He said “get those jeans off”. I stood up and complied as we both stripped our shirts off as well. I moved in and dropped to my knees, my face to his chest and hand on his sides. I kissed his chest feeling his hard cock against me. His hands at the back of my head I slowly moved down. The head of his cock at my lips I took my first ever taste of another guy. He took a deep breathe as I kissed and tongued the head. I went further down taking him deeper and gripping the base. I was finally feeling what I imagined all those years. I got lost in the moment as I sucked fast and harder, he moaned and caressed the back of my head. I could tell he was getting close as his hips thrusted with my rhythm. He gripped me hard as I felt the pulsating of his cum in my mouth. He moaned loudly as he gushed. I had to swallow as it shot to my throat. I stopped and backed up to the floor, leaning on my hands. Watching him relax and smile. He said “was that really your first time?” I just smiled still enjoying the taste of his sweet cum. He patted the couch cushion and said “your turn”…

Soft Shoulders and Dangerous Curves [FFM]

Anne met a girl and she was enthralled. Kathy was short and fit and very curvy. She had long dark curly hair and was gorgeous. They met at yoga and Anne was instantly taken with Kathy.
I wasn’t worried about my relationship with Anne. She’d been my girlfriend for a long time and I’d known she was bisexual for almost as long. Since her bisexuality aroused me as much as it did her, it would be hypocritical to try and curtail it. But I still worried. Anne tended towards powerful crushes. She wasn’t just interested in someone, she fell head over heels for them and the last time hadn’t ended well.

Anne fell for her friend Lindsay. The three of us had played together a few times. Then Anne and Lindsay had gone on a date, just the two of them. Anne had confessed her growing feelings. Lindsay had listened warmly, told Anne that she had to think about it and then ghosted her. Anne has been heartbroken and I didn’t want that to happen again.

Bad TV 2 [fiction] [M/f]

It was another one of those great afternoons with the television on, a rude comedy show running, junk food on the coffee table and laughs aplenty. Nearing the end, Mike sobered up and said, “Boy, I’m glad it’s you banging Stella and not some other loser.”

Tony coughed up potato chips. “Shit, what?”

“She tells me everything, man. It’s nothing to be ashamed of.”

“Damn it.” Tony covered his face before slowly bringing his hands down. “That girl.”

“Was it supposed to be your little secret?” Mike let out a howl and fell on the floor in a fit of laughter. When he had subsided, he said, “Chillax, dude. I’m doing one of Stella’s pals, a Thai-Filipina hottie. Not gonna lie. This girl knows how to give head. She even gave my wife a few tips. Oh, and the wife. Karen’s banging two jocks separately, one of them’s graduating from high school this year and the other is studying robotics at SirTech.”

Surprise BJ

My group of friends in the late 90’s was pretty diverse, male, female, gay, bi, straight. Everyone got along and there were several relationships or FWB’s within the group. One of the girls in the group, Ana, was a beautiful redhead, fun, outgoing, just a great personality. She was kind of a metal head chick…so from the first time I saw her I was hooked. I never let her know how I felt. She was so friendly with everyone, I couldn’t tell if she knew how I felt. One night a bunch of us were hanging out at her house, it was early fall, a perfect weather night. We were all sitting in the house, different small groups in the various rooms having their own conversations. I was in the dining room, at the table with 3 or 4 others, Ana was one of them. The conversation waned a bit and Ana said she was going to go outside to the yard and asked if anyone wanted to go. Of course I said yes, but no one else did. So it was me and her. We went out and sat in some yard chairs and chatted for a while, nothing heavy, just small talk. Then there was a long lull, we didn’t say anything for several minutes. I looked up occasionally, a bit shyly and she would be looking at me. I was nervous and didn’t really know what to say anymore. A few minutes later she stood up and reached out for my hand and said “let’s go”. We walked down her driveway where her car was parked and she stopped me. She stood in front of me and took my hands and backed me up to the back of the car. I’m now leaning against the back of the car. She put her hands on my hips, leaned in and kissed my neck. Now, I’m trembling a little and she noticed. She gave me a little smile and whispered “it’s ok”. With that she unbuttons my jeans and continues to kiss my neck and unzips me. She steps back a little and gives me that smile again. Down to her knees, with both hands, grips the top of my boxers and pulls me out. I was semi hard and could feel the throbbing starting. Still gripping my boxers she takes me in her mouth. I gave a deep inhale and let out a moan she gave back a muffled little giggle and I could feel her pause and smile. She the grabs the base of my now throbbing cock and with the other hand strokes in time with her mouth. At this point, I thought I was dreaming. She varies her technique and style as I tried not to cum, I didn’t want it to end. But I couldn’t resist any longer and let loose one of the best orgasms I ever had. She swallowed down every bit and came back up with a big smile. She zipped me back up, kissed me on the cheek and said “I’ve been wanting to do that for a long time, let’s go back in”. Part 2 soon…

Eastern Delights Pt 1 [MF] [Raceplay] [Cheat]

**WARNING:** This story contains elements of raceplay and subjects that might be considered offensive to some. I do not condone any racism in real life and anyone that thinks one race is actually superior to another is wrong. Fantasy is fun for exploring otherwise taboo subjects and thoughts but some should ultimately stay there, in fantasy.

**NOTE**: This story explores white and Asian pairings and features some questionable language. If you want to avoid or it’s not your thing, I understand and encourage you not to read. If this is your thing, I hope you enjoy. Feedback appreciated.

Erin rubbed slow circles around her clit, stifling a gasp with a bite of her lip and inhaling a sharp breath through her small, freckled nose. In her other hand, the shapely blonde held her phone, her favorite hook up app pulled up onto the screen, where the image of a shirtless, grinning Asian man stared back at her. Her thighs drifted further apart, and her fingers dipped lower toward her slick folds.

Meeting Scarlet [MF] [Massage] [Big Tits] [Big Ass] [Multiple Orgasms] [High Heels] [Feet] [Cum] [Fingering] [Handjob] [Blonde] [Str8]

***All characters in this story are 18 years or older***

“Then we have a deal?” I asked the two men who sat facing each other across the large conference room table. They each nodded in turn.

“Great!” I exclaimed, and I meant it. I had been mediating this negotiation for over two weeks. At points, it felt like the whole thing was going to fall apart. But we managed to pull it off. This was easily the biggest case I had ever taken. Sitting between these two giants of business high up in this tall Ottawa office building, I had often felt like I was out of my league.

But now it was time to relax and recuperate.

As the lawyers replaced us at the table, the two CEOs and I left the conference room. One said goodbye and took an elevator to his office on the top floor. I rode with the other to the ground level.

“What are your plans now?” he asked as we descended.

“I hadn’t thought too much about it,” I responded honestly.

Housewarming [FMF]

One of the trigger points in my relationship with my long term girlfriend Anne came when we tried to move in together. It was stressful, for a number of reasons, and it ultimately led to us breaking up. The break up didn’t last long, but while we were apart I finally moved in to my own apartment. It was not, by any standard, a glorious place. It was a three story walk up with yellow walls, a stunning view of the parking lot and a very thin floor. My downstairs neighbor was a nice guy but he was frequently tapping the ceiling to remind me that he could hear everything.

That was usually OK. I was happy to have the place, but I didn’t usually invite too many people over. It wasn’t a great place to party. In fact, the first real guests I had, not counting the friends that helped me move, were Anne and our friend Lindsay. The three of us had recently had a couple of confusing, but ultimately very exciting threesomes. Anne and I were back together as a couple and the two girls were spending a lot of time together.