You can do whatever you want to me, I whispered as we walked into the restaurant, and you’re taking me on a date? Here this man was, leading me into a restaurant way nicer than I had ever been to, opening doors for me and telling me that I looked beautiful in this skin-tight dress that he had picked out for me. I didn’t understand, this isn’t what I had imagined when we had agreed on a weekend together. We had agreed that this weekend was about sex, about having a safe space to explore my kinks with someone with more experience than I had, not about romance or going out on dates. I was done with love, and I had told him that when we made this agreement. I wasn’t interested in a “real” relationship, not after the last one.
Yeah, he chuckled. The agreement was that I could do whatever I wanted to you, and I wanted to take you out.
Why? I was skeptical of the whole thing, trying to imagine every possible reason why he would want to take me out to dinner. Is this all a ruse and this is some sort of dungeon, I asked.