I just wanted to describe how it feels and what goes through my head while I touch myself when I masturbate. I've had a huge attraction to this one guy who moved away (we only kissed) so I usually think about him when I masturbate, think about his hands on me, him touching me, things he would say to me….etc. (Keep in mind it is possible for this to be a reality because I am going to go visit him in a month :) ) With that said, here we go: