I found myself sneaking a watch of the video Robin sent me wherever and whenever I felt I wouldn’t get caught. Sitting in the airport between flights. Riding on a deadhead, I’d sit in the back row so there would be nobody behind me to see my phone. I just couldn’t stop watching her kissing Simone’s inner thighs while she teased her labia with one hand, or how she looked up at her with her clit in her mouth. I couldn’t decide if she was so good at it because she’d been with women in her past, or if she just knew what felt good because she had the same parts. Either way, she was putting on a clinic in pleasuring Simone. It was absolutely captivating.
The time to come home finally came. Driving from the airport, the reality of everything started welling up. I was excited, nervous, anxious, and horny, in differing quantities from moment to moment. Would any of the three of us get cold feet when we were physically together? It was clear each of was enjoying the new twist on our sex lives, but would that hold up in a true threesome? Was that even what Robin had in mind? We hadn’t really spelled out the rules of engagement beyond my permission for the two of them to do whatever they want with each other. There was certainly innuendo and flirtatious hints at what was to come, but that wasn’t enough to assure me of what Robin was comfortable with regarding me and Simone. I just had to assure myself that she’d let me know, one way or another.