EDIT: This is a work of fiction. Feel free to send a message if you like or want to talk about it.
I found them online. Reddit, mostly. It all started innocently enough. A tease here and there, a dirty message for a dirty message, a pic for a pic, a pic for a tribute, and on and on. I never planned to meet any of them. I actually got kind of grossed out and stopped communicating with them for a month. But they didn’t care. They just kept sending me those wonderful orange envelopes, always with some kind of smut waiting for me in my inbox. For some reason, I took particular pleasure in the attention I got from men who were more than twice my age. I was 22 at the time. They each had big bellies that made their cocks look really small. Almost all had a significant amount of crotch fat. They were the guys who would never, ever stand a chance with a girl like me. Never.