My sexual influencer. [femdom] [gender play] [m/f]

Growing up I would often find myself being the kid with more friends that were girls instead of boys. As far back as starting elementary school I was always playing on the playground with the girls instead of the boys.

Later in elementary school I somehow made a new friend, Jessica. She lived with her grandmother, near the open field the neighborhood kids often played in. I don’t remember how we actually met but I remember it being a quick growing friendship. I loved hanging out at her house.

We would often play at her house in the basement playroom. We would end up playing house or any type of game that was husband/wife, mom/baby, or sometimes her friend Heather, that lived 2 houses down from her would join us. Less than half of the time Heather was involved in our play time. At this age, I never saw it as sexual or “role playing” but just playing with friends.

Cuddled and got off with a big cute guy. [male/male] [feminine]

I’m your typical dad of four kids, wife, works hard, maintains the yard every weekend, drives a big truck, and the manly fun of the party. Underneath all of masculinity is a feminine side that likes to be touched, held, fondled, and cum. I might even go as far as to describe my inner self as a cock tease lesbian because I love watching guys get worked up over me but in the end I’m still only attracted to women.

Today I woke up really fucking horny and looking to get off. I could have easily jerked off and did it myself but it’s so much fun to watch guys want my dick. I posted on Reddit looking for someone to tease my cock. I wasn’t looking for BS chat, helping guys get off through chat, or picture collectors.

I got a few responses but could quickly filter out the non-serious guts quickly. The ones who ask for “stats?” when I post them in my original posting get blocked right away. Can’t host? “See ya! Have a nice day.” But one stuck out and I could tell he understood what I wanted.