There’s something different tonight, she picked me up like usual and we were on the way to her apartment but I can feel it there’s something different in her composure, a glint in the way she looks at me but I can’t place it surely I’m imagining it. It’s all in my head I tell myself. We pull into her parking lot and make our way to her apartment, as I enter I’m looking for pieces of the version I last knew the girl who filled her space with motivational pictures but it’s a grown up apartment- has she changed so much?
We’re back at my apartment, I’ve been thinking about this night a long time. I made sure to be waxed, showered and looking my best- well I made sure I felt sexy. I wanted him so much, I’ve wanted him for a long time. Ever since that nearly kiss I’ve wondered what it would feel like to have him look me in the eyes and grab the back of my head lightly pulling my hair as he pulls me in closer to kiss me. Drawing me into that world that exists when it is just us. I’ve tried to figure out how to make it happen.