My family turned me their sex slave

TL ;DR : at 11 years old i was molested by my father, cousin and two sisters. Forced feminized and turned drug addict at 14.

I got the courage to put this story out on this sub-reddit. To vent it off and deal with my past. I cant imagine what would my life be if i wasn’t molested.

It started when my older sister (16) and younger sister ( 15) took advantage of my parents separation and my mother’s negligence. I was a healthy 11 year old boy, top of my class and well behaved.

My sisters began dressing me in their clothes, asking me if i could be their sister for one day. It was trivial in the beginning. Then one day my older sister began sticking her hand in my pants and rubbing my anus. It felt relaxing, so i didnt mind it at all. I actually put out my ass and ask my younger to join in. My younger was very curious about my balls, she held them regularly and laughed about how they felt funny. My older sister pushed her finger in my butthole one time, I instantly felt a rush down my spine and asked to keep fingering me. My younger squeezed my balls by mistake and I screamed in pain. That made her do things mentioned later.