I’m too young for sex :( pt. 4 [ff]

“That was…” Bethany sat up gesturing wildly like her hands would make the words come out faster. “That was…”

“Pretty cool, huh?” I asked like it was no big deal. I’d just jilled off my bestie and the fact I was so turned on had me weirded out. I wondered if she would do me back. Could I talk her into using her mouth like Mark had done?

“Can we do it again?” she begged.

“I guess,” I said. I didn’t really want to use my mouth on her. Despite the impulse to lick off my finger, the idea of licking her there was still kinda gross. It had felt good though. If I didn’t do it to her first she would never do it to me. “Take off your panties and lay back down.”

Bethany pulled them off with a happy giggle. When she saw me moving around to her feet her eyebrows dipped. “What are you doing?”

“Trust me,” I whispered as I pushed her knees apart to crawl between them. “Just shut your eyes and think about Collen.”

I’m too young for sex :( pt. 3 [ff]

After I got home I went into my bathroom to shower off the pool water and wash my hair. All the rubbing Mark had done had left my panties a crusty wreck. I rinsed them out in the shower so Mom wouldn’t ask me about them later.

Turning around in the hot water, I finally let myself cry. Mark had always been a kind of impossible dream. Now it was over. What if I could never feel that wonderful explosion again without him rubbing me? I wrapped my arms around myself and sobbed.

“You okay in there?”

It was my bestie Bethany. Shit. I forgot she was coming to stay over. I tried to sound normal.

“Yeah, I just got soap in my eyes.” Lame, but better than admitting the truth.

“Is it okay if I pee in here? Your brother stank up the downstairs bathroom.”

“You know I don’t care.”

Bethany was the greatest. We’d been friends since forever. Both of us started growing boobs at the same time. She had me beat on hair down there, but my puffies were puffier than hers. We’d both been trying to figure out what sex was all about and I realized I’d beaten her to it. That made the idea of never being with Mark again a little more bearable.

I’m too young for sex :( 2 [Mf]

I followed Mark out the front door and down the sidewalk to his house two doors down. My body was still all tingly from what we had done and I noticed how slippery I still was as I walked behind him. He’d set a fast pace, but I jogged up next to him.

“Fuck,” he muttered as he glanced down at me.

I was scared he would change his mind. I just wanted to see him do what those guys on the videos did. Maybe even help. When we walked up his driveway, he glanced up and down the street. No one else was out, not even kids playing.

His hand shook when he punched in the code on his front door. I waited until he gave me a nod, then went inside. Biting my thumbnail, I watched him lock the door behind us, my stomach doing flips.

“Come on,” he said and went into the house. I followed him to the back where he opened a sliding glass door into the covered pool area. We came over to swim all the time at their house. Me and Joe, and Mark with his little brother Mason.

I’m too young for sex :( [Mf]

I’m too young for sex. My boobs are just pokey nipples. I’ve got some hair down there, but you kinda have to look for it. But that doesn’t stop me from being curious about stuff.

My brother Joe has a girlfriend. Sometimes when I get home from school they’re in his room with the door shut. I can hear them doing it. His bed is squeaky and she keeps making stupid noises. She sounds like those dumb sex videos online where the girls have fake softball boobs and long gross nails. I know Joe’s password on the house computer so no one knows I look at them. But I do. I like the ones where the guys just rub on their wieners until they explode all over.

My ‘giner doesn’t look like the girls on those videos. I got a mirror once and squatted down over it to see everything. Their inside parts stick out and mine don’t. I used a brush handle once to see if it fit, but it just felt weird and made my stomach feel funny.