(See profile for part 1. sorry for posting again it got removed the first time)
So like I said I thought about it a lot the next day. I actually tried to put it out of my mind because I have a tendency to obsess over stuff like this and I didn’t want to overdo it, but it was hard not to think about. I knew right away that I wasn’t jealous for her being attracted to him – thinking about it now I’m actually so glad it worked out this way, that the person she was hot for was someone who means so much to me. The only thing that worried me was whether it had been a mistake to ask her point blank if she wanted to fuck him, because the fact that I hadn’t been mad about it kinda gave away that I was potentially into the idea, and maybe she’d feel like that was weird. But by the time I got home from work that day I was sure of two things: one that I had to know whether she would seriously be interested in sleeping with him, and two that if the answer was yes I was going to tell her she could.