(M, F) (cuck?) I need your guys opinions on if this woman is fucking someone else, or just teasing…

I need to know what you all think….

I was dating this girl way out of my league, and I was not her type at all. She tends to date huge, 6’2 plus guys, huge muscles and im just not that at all. What I am though is a huge pleaser. I did anything to make her happy. I would go over and help her with her dishes, etc, everything. In our sex life, she never really made any noise, and liked just teasing me with her hand, or letting me just cover her in oil and massage her, then hump her ass without being inside her. She would never dress up for any dates, wear makeup, anything.

Once a week she met her ex, a “friend”, for lunch. Before it, she would often have me massge her legs, or shave them, with oil so they would be smooth. I give great manicures and pedicures. She would say she would be busy the rest of the afternoon. I would come bring her breakfast or something, and she would be getting ready. Hair, makeup, heels all of it. She also almost always wore the bright red lipstick I got her (I have a bit of a lipstick fetish). I only ever saw her after the meetings once, and her hair was super messy and her lipstick was totally gone.