My first sexual experience and dating partner was unfortunately… abusive. The way he demanded blowjobs and tried to control how I did it, and wanted it to look and sound like it did in the (rape)porn he enjoyed, just made me hate the whole activity. I thought blowjobs are only to gratify men, and I hated being used and saw nothing enjoyable in it.
My next dating partner was a sweet man… But stinky. And dirty. Especially down there. So the blowjizzles were off the table for different reasons. I had all but written them off as not my thing.
But guys. Current partner?
First off. He has a thing of showering before sex, which I have grown to absolutely adore and adopt as a good habit. And he cleans up proper and well – he tasted like himself and not sweat or gunk… And his dick is just amazing. It is so much fun giving blowjobs – I never knew!
He has a habit of starting sexual encounters really playful. He will make jokes, funny faces, funny noises. I actually really appreciate this – it’s not exactly sexy, but it makes sexy times fun and relaxing. It’s a great atmosphere to be in.