Lately I’ve been edging like never before in my life. Pretty much every free moment in my days has been filled for weeks by different types of activities that drive me close to the edge again and again. Edging with my hands, sounding my cock, taping a vibrator to it, prostate stimulation via anal play, humping anything soft that is in my path… You name it, I’m probably doing it. Moments that I used to use to watch movies or shows are now used to watch porn. Reading books has been replaced by reading all your posts and other subreddits or Tumblrs. Playing videogames? Now I play with my sore cock. I wake up in the middle of the night feeling horny and confused as to why I feel the need to squeeze my cock and balls. I feel that I spend all my days almost in a lust fueled trance, even when I’m asleep.
As much as I absolutely love this state of constant lust, pain and self pleasure, I must admit that I didn’t start it by choice. Let me tell you how it started: