We have been talking for some time, building the trust, and sharing our hopes and dreams. We went through the normal progression, taking our time, of IM’s, and sharing pictures, and then videos. Then that I night I heard your voice on the other end of my phone, I knew this was something that was out of the ordinary. Something unfelt and new. I thought I have felt it all. Boy, was I wrong.
We continue talking, and planning, sometimes detailed, and sometimes more general. But the reality of the situation changed when the plane ticket was bought for a long weekend. So much we talked about and shared. So much we wanted to explore and do. And so much that’s not sexual that we shared about each other. It just seemed too perfect and unlike anything experienced by either of us. We are really doing this?
With this becoming reality, we discussed being safe the first time. We knew and trusted that we were both clean and who we said we were. And despite what we had previously fantasized about, this was about to become reality. We decided we should be indeed safe. Not a big deal though… I came prepared.