Since last year I realised that I’m a sub and ever since my sexual cravings have got way high even tho I’m a virgin. I have been penetrating myself with various objects because sextoys are banned in my country. But that’s not stopping me from fingering like crazy. I love reading confessions and exhibition posts and have made some friends whom I have shown myself in act too. I used to feel very guilty but now I feel very liberated and every day I enjoy fucking myself. It’s hard to resist the urges and I get wet very easily thinking of getting pegged. Girls in my country are very conservative and don’t like guys like me so that also triggers me to keep doing myself! It’s very fun and I don’t know whether I want it to stop. Maybe once I gather enough courage I might as well exhibit on Reddit too because I really want to open myself up
EDIT— I’ve gotten so good at it I don’t even need lube to open the hole up. I would really love to have some female friends whom I can trust and exhibit myself to them and make myself vulnerable! If possible I’d love to commit mutual masturbation as well!