Memories [F with M] [erotic] [true life]

So many memories of that year and my experiences with S

I had broken up with Chuck again and felt very low. He has hooked up with two of what I thought were my friends and on top of that, had always been sexually unsatisfying and cold to me. I knew this relationship was going no where- and on top of that that it wasn’t all my fault this time. I realized that he was a shell of person and could never be a good partner to me. Into that slight mess came S

I had met him a few months prior and had kept in touch in a work context. I always thought there was something sexy about him although in some ways he wasn’t conventionally attractive. However he was rakish- with a curly mop of hair swept up and an oversized camel coat on his 6’2” frame. He always looked to be running around somewhere- filled with energy, booze, and cocaine actually. We texted that night and decided to meet for drinks at Lit.