Note: This confession is completely fictional. It is a fantasy that I wanted to write down.
I’ve been a priest for 10 years and I don’t regret it. I came into the priesthood at a dark time in my life. The only woman I’ve ever loved had died and I was lost. I was seeking comfort. I was seeking faith. And I found it in the church. For 10 years I have devoted myself to God and to speaking his word. But at the same time I am human. And I am reminded of this every morning when I wake up with a hard on. I don’t even masturbate. I can’t bring myself to it. It’s a sin, I know it. I would hate myself for it afterwards. But what I do enjoy doing is edging myself. I grip my hard cock and stroke it until the point of climax and then stop. I’ve been doing this for