Accidentally Desperate [Desperation] [Solo F]

Accidentally Desperate (Solo F)

I’ve been into desperation for as long as I can remember, but have just recently started experimenting with actually trying it out myself. Below is a combination of two experiences actually – but both with similar endings, so it’s okay ? This is my second time writing it out and sharing, I hope you enjoy as much as I did!

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“Come on…” I thought to myself, tapping my foot. The bus was always a couple of minutes later than the schedule suggested, but now it had been at least 5 minutes since it usually showed up.

I had to rush out of the house to make sure I’d get to the store with enough time to get my groceries before it closed – the restrictions making stores close early had been an ongoing source of frustration and stress in my life. I had to stop at the corner store to break a bill for bus change, and grabbed a drink since I was super thirsty.

First Time Trying Desperation and Edging! (Solo [f])

For some context, I’ve been interested in desperation since I was old enough to have sexual interests (even if I didn’t understand what I was doing until years later.) However, it’s never been something I’ve shared with anyone or tried before – just something I’ve enjoyed as erotic material. Also, for the last 5 or so years I was on an antidepressant that absolutely killed my sex drive, until a switch in medication last summer triggered it to come back in full force recently. I’m also finally learning how to make myself cum.

This just happened to me today and OMG I’m in such an incredible state of bliss now and had to share!!

Edit: to add some details

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Both mine and my partner’s sleep schedule had been really messed up, and because of this we’d been sleeping at different, unconventional times. Today, he went to bed at 9 am, while I’d only been awake since the early hours of the morning. An hour or so after he got in bed, I walked the dog. When I came back, he had gotten up to use the washroom, so I sat straight down instead of peeing like I usually do. I peed before leaving, but as someone with a small bladder I tend to have to pee again by the time I get back. I had also drank two bottled Frappuccino drinks over the night to help me stay awake, as well as pop and lots of water, and it was starting to all make its way into my bladder.