This is an extremely niche fetish of mine. Specifically, I get off on characters (preferably female) being put in situations where, if they cum, something seriously bad happens. This can be anything from the person they love having their virginity stolen by someone else, to someone else or the character themselves dying (directly from the orgasm itself killing them or indirectly as a punishment), as long as there are life altering consequences. I basically find the idea of being so aroused (or given so much pleasure) that you can’t help yourself regardless of the life changing consequences, very arousing.
Any links to these types of stories to read, hentai, porn, even games, would be appreciated. If any writers see this, I think this niche could make you very popular and people just don’t know it yet.
To be VERY clear: content that emphasizes gore, violence, disgust, or death in and of itself as the main focus is not what I want. Death and gore are not things I get off on. I just like the particular implications of such things in the scenario I described e.g. pleasure so strong it tempts you to die. If you think something is on the edge of this then go ahead and include it. Just try not to scar me for life ?.