I am looking for erotica with drawn out beginnings, for example: two people that hate each other but can’t deny the attraction, friends who think the other wouldn’t be interested or they don’t want to ruin the friendship.
Want something with loads of sexual tension, lots of build up, until they just cant deny themselves anymore. Really interested in one’s where intoxication pushed them to do it and then there’s lots of awkwardness and avoidance.
So sick of stories that talk about how they need to be careful, they have to deny themselves, she hates him even if he’s hot, then two pages later they are fucking.
I like that beginning bit where they catch themselves thinking of the other when they masturbate, popping accidental boxers, wet dreams, the need and the denial, you know?