Straight up. There was a time where we grew up together, me being baby sat at his house. Never looked at my cousin like that in any way, any of them. I’m one of maybe 8 girls and 30 some guy cousins. Big family. You can say I’m in the older generation. It wasn’t until last year when we started to meet up again, post covid. My cousin J, is 27? I’m 29, and yeah I should know better. He’s a handsome dude, but again never saw anything more than family. He on the other hand, thought differently.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m flattered. My cousin replying to my story on IG regarding my post about something sexual and single, he literally said if I ever needed anything he was there for me, winky face. I thought wait, is he serious? Nah he can’t be I thought. Fast forward to a summer gathering last year, our family greets with hugs and kisses. I remember him showing up later on, and insisted on giving me a proper hug aka pressing up on my big tits, I know. Eyes speak volume sometimes, and I felt that he watched me like a hawk.