I know it’s immature, and more than a little creepy, and completely stupid. But I did it anyway. I rented a room down the street from my house. Well it’s Craig’s house now, after the divorce. My roommate must have thought I was totally weird staring out the bathroom window when I checked out the place, but that’s how I can see Craig’s house from here. And of all the things I should be embarrassed about, I’m most embarrassed about how much time I sit in this stupid bathroom, staring out of the window.
Today I saw another new car pull into the driveway. I know Craig started dating again, and I’m really not jealous – he deserves to be happy. But that doesn’t mean I have to like these girls.
And then Jason got out, and my eyes went wide. He apparently bought a new car, and I didn’t recognize it. I hadn’t seen him in almost a year, and it had been longer than that since I fucked him. But it hadn’t been a day since I fantasized about that first tryst with him. Of all the guys and girls I had gone to bed with, none of them were as good as that time with Jason.