I got this desire or whatever you want to call it and it pushes me to do the deed with our clients, mostly young girls or adult in the range of 15-40. Once I have to embalm this young girl, it’s truly inevitable for me not to get turned on. I mean I must strip her naked, clean and bathe her, massage her, and that involves physical contact with her body! And the overwhelming fact of me being with the body alone with nobody around!
I know this is not normal, but some of you do get sexually excited whenever you see a naked woman whether alive or dead. It’s not what you think that a dead body is disgusting, bloated, or rotting. Most that come here is very fresh and they look like a sleeping person!! Some were still warm!
And seeing a young dead girl whom I swear look just like Avril Lavigne! Oh my days!!! ?? never gonna forget that one