I laid down in my bed and turned the AC on in like 1 week. Today was especially a hot day and I was sweating all day. I drank a glass of water and set the AC to 19°C (~68°F). The room was pitch dark and all I could hear was faint sound of a subwoofer bursting with rock songs distantly with people cheering every once a while.
I closed my eyes feeling relaxed after many nights of crying and many days of walking for miles without hope of searching for jobs. I felt a tray of hope that I will finally earn something and be able to face my father soon.
I felt relaxed and drowsy. My hands started wandering on my body and I started to touch and feel my breasts with both hands. It felt like they have a life of their own, they responded by becoming erect and sensitive to the touch. I wandered why this didn’t find my breasts attractive. I kind of hated them.