Let’s make some pictures

*Not an erotic story per se, but one with a lot of sex and drugs.*

In 1999, at a film festival in Berlin, Denny met one of the bevy of beautiful but marginally talented “models and aspiring actresses” who hang around such events. He said you could tell the real actresses from the trash—his word—by how perfectly they dressed and made themselves up: the real actresses were content to be imperfect, while the models and aspiring types couldn’t afford to be. The fateful day was a case in point. Seated on one side of him was a blonde American dressed in a pink Star Trek t shirt and blue jeans, popping her gum and giggling with an ancient man whom Denny did not recognize was Billy Wilder; three years later this girl was a movie star named Scarlett Johansson.

On the other side, wearing a silver evening dress in anticipation of the cocktail party about to start, was a statuesque knockout with a perfect oval face and mahogany brown hair swept into a Jackie Kennedy bouffant; she made furtive eye contact with Denny and positioned her left arm so that he had a glimpse of her not inconsiderable cleavage. This was Marinka.

Just some straight up sex

It was hard to say goodbye to Meeghan. I wouldn’t be gone long—a few days in the Cascades staying at a friend’s place, a sort of reunion of college buddies and work acquaintances. Less than a week. But it was hard to leave my beautiful girlfriend behind.

We had already made love once that morning. I was vaguely aware that it was already full daylight when she got up to use the bathroom, and when she came back she wrapped herself around me, her skin cool from the morning air. I felt her lips on the back of my neck, nuzzling my vertebrae. She had catalogued them the night before—having taken anatomy classes for a massage license—but I had already forgotten the names of the ones she was kissing gently so I would wake up. After a few minutes of this treatment I rolled over on my back and she crawled on top of me, just like that. We had sex and I took a shower and was on to the next thing—packing for my trip—as she lazed in bed with coffee and the paper. She still had her arm around me, and the kiss turned into a long embrace that threatened to become much more. We had fucked for an hour the night before, and had just done it when we woke up—could we possibly do it again? I’m forty-two years old; I can’t do it like I did when I was 20—or so I thought before I met Meeghan.