My dead brother haunts me

Okie, so me little brother who 9 years old pass away 3 years ago and ever since than me brother has hound me when me is sit toilet and play game(yes it wierd why only when me is sit toilet and playgame). So its been 3 years and me is only tell now because me brother tell me is get kill if tell(oh spokky, me know). but today is me get feeling that scerry day af (as fucky) so me is take som mushroom waht is make me really drunk so me is bit drunk and then me is need go toilet and me is play game(me play growtopia).