[F] [Solo] [Exhib] The Fog is Thick Tonight

The fog is thick tonight. Sure, you can see the hand before your eyes, but anything farther than ten feet from you, no chance. It is dark, not that it would matter much since you can’t see more than thrice as far, even if you had lights.

I wasn’t outside because of *that*, in fact my decision was spontaneous, quick. I hadn’t really thought much, but when you are given an opportunity like that, you take it, right? I mean, after I missed the last bus I had about an hour anyways until the next bus arrived, and I had nothing to do until then, not to mention my heart pounding more and more at the thought of doing *that*.

I stepped not too far off the street. I only wandered an tiny bit of my sight to the bushes and trees, a few, small steps off the path. The fog wouldn’t protect me, and anyone looking would find me, not that anyone would look.

Not that my excitement came from the thought someone would catch me. No, in a way, everyone could have died and it would be exhilerating just the same. I felt powerful, as if the world was mine in this most fleeting of moments, as if I only had to follow my rules alone.

[MM] [Msub] Over the Wall

It is Nika who I married. Who I promised my eternal love, who I work for every morning, who I want to have everything she’d ever need once it was time for me to move on. Nika was the person who I honored with toasts, the person I had lived with every day since we met.
It is Lena who I pleased. Who I pounded and roughly ravaged, who I had pulled aside every time I met her alone, who I had filled with my seed countless times. Lena was the person who I fed with my seed, ther person I had allowed to birth me a son as well as a daughter.
These two were the women of my life, the women I should have cared about the most. These women were who I should think of when I think of love, lust, need and desire.

[Str8] [fM] [inc] Dad, me and my lovely Papa.

I sit at the dinner table, silghtly quivering from the anxiety, the nervosity. I mustn’t let dad know about what I was truly doing tonight. He mustn’t know that I know the truth, that he is not my biological father.

If he were to know that I know, he would start asking questions, how I knew, if I had visited my real father, and sooner or later I would tell him everything. Dad always told me to trust him with everything, but I know that knowing the truth would break his sensitive heart, and I fear how he would react to it.

To him, my plans of the evening were as follows: I would eat dinner, give Dad and Mom a little farewell kiss, then I would walk over to my friend Audrey’s house for a little slumber party. All girls, of course, though the odd remark from my mother came off as if she expected me to be lesbian.