Leah had just started her job. And I would take her
She isn’t like other girls.
I don’t want her because of the inappropriately short dress she wears to work
It isn’t her blue/gray hair
It isn’t her pierced tongue
It isn’t that she told me she drinks compulsively
It isn’t the sad music she listens to endlessly that she was eager to share with me, in the hope of making a new work friend.
It isn’t even that she made 3 comments about guys wanting to rape her the day we met.
I want her because of the darkness I feel in her.
I want her because your flirty demeanor seems fake and desperate.
I want her because I sense she is afraid and sad.
I want to hurt her more, to traumatize her and to make her mine.
It’s evening and she and I are alone at the end of a day at work. It’s her third day her.
It’s time for her to go home to her shitty studio, but she doesn’t want to go back there and I don’t want her to.