Author: leon_godunov

Darker things [femdom]

Joe tried to push me into kinky sex since we started dating. Curious as I am, I very often indulged. But nothing ever seemed to be enough for him: once slapped in the face, he wanted to be paddled; after spending an evening at my feet, he wanted to be my “slave” for our vacation trip. I never pushed him into it, even if I gradually came to enjoy being cruel to him.

After a while, however, this continual insistence on making every moment a submission fetish thing began growing old. We could never seem to go out as a normal couple, for example; I could never just lose control in bed.

Things came to an impasse when he came up with chastity play. The cock cage did look sexy on him, but he never was any good with his tongue – and now what with this “serving me” I wasn’t getting any pleasure at all!

After two weekends of this new game, I decided to go out and leave him locked. This was the kind of abstract kink he loved, and although we never said it out loud, our pregnant silences told me that he wanted to be made feel inadequate. Read more »

On office sluts [huml]

Every office worth its salt has a resident slut. It's usually a secret closely guarded by the handful of men that get to share her. The office slut is, thus, a kind of secret handshake signifying real corporate power, the kind of passed between the lines of employment contracts and org charts. An office slut can't be hired – she must be first identified for her need to drop to her knees and worship a powerful cock at a finger snap's notice, and then bred into a position of nominal authority that conceals her actual function as a token of male supremacy.

As a mere outside salesman, I've urinated into a CFO's mouth, as directed by the men holding actual purchasing power just to prove a point. I wasn't allowed to derive direct pleasure from this encounter – a status-asserting move itself – but it was nevertheless a disconcerting lesson on the real political structures of capitalism that prepared me for later experiences. At any rate, if I didn't enjoy the urination (I wanted to fuck that bitch right in the face until she choked on my ejaculate), I did like seeing her cry, knees trembling on the floor. Read more »