The warmth between my legs kept my mind drifting…I had never been online dating before. The thought of meeting a stranger, opening those same legs up to someone new, someone I barely knew, made me even more excited. The fantasies and thoughts were now a deep yearning. I needed to be fucked, it had been years since I’d been fucked properly despite being married for 12 years.
Twelve years with a man who could never make a decision, never plan for a vacation, never take spontaneous action and would never make a move on me.
“How did I let it last so long?” I asked myself. Luckily I had a distraction in raising my son and working, but seriously…
“How did I get here 12 years later? When is it time for me and what I want in life?” I asked myself again and again.