We were always close, Phil and I. When we were little we were inseparable when together and were always disappointed when we had to go our separate ways. Luckily, my cousin was only ever an hour away and our family were always planning to get together over every little thing giving us plenty of time together. It’s funny, now that I look back on it, how much I loved him and how much I love him now.
Another family get-together. No reason in particular, just everyone wanting to be around each other. We pulled up to my uncle’s farm and were welcomed warmly by the household. I was , of course, excited most to see Phil. We caught each other’s eyes last, purposefully greeting each other last. He’s taller than I am, shaved head, always wearing some sort of plaid shirt and jeans. He’s built like a farmer, not a mountain of muscle but lean and toned. When our eyes met I felt a smile play across my lips as we looked each other over. I made sure to put on a flowing blue sundress just for him.