Long story short, fell in love with a guy but he treated me like shit and I finally broke down and had to leave the abuse. Great for me finally freeing myself, sad part is the sex was amazing. So since I cant go back to him right now, I’m going to share all the amazing things I experienced with him as a way to soothe my soul and share with others who may benefit as I figure out what I actually like in bed and finding a way to experience it again but better with someone who will be more respectful and kind. Open to advice and comments.
The beginning
I enjoyed the sexting. That’s how it all started. The constant inuendos slipped into conversation. Everything was friendly, only slightly flirty with sexual undertones. Nothing pushy or forced. Friendship first was nice. Found things we both liked to do and enjoyed hiking or exploring some of my favorite places.
No full nudes. Never asked for any from me. Again, a mutual enjoyment of sharing only a peek of things like him naked in front of the mirror but the deodorant hiding his dick. Sent small things at first, shirtless, then eventually sending pics with his undies on and a clear outline. Always asked if he could send something or would tease in conversation and ask if I wanted to see more.