Okay I’ve met this guy off a hookup site an the first time he came over he stood there in my room fully clothes he put his backpack down and stood there for a minute. Then he’s slowly starting to undress himself not didn’t know what I was supposed to do at that time so I just sat next to him on the bed I will see he was laying there naked with a tan skin very athletic body. He brought with him his laptop A bottle of lube and a cock ring. We agreed that he just lays there and I start milking has cock with my mouth. So I did so and it lasted for hours as I was working him with my mouth didn’t know how long it was going to take but we did it for hours. I didn’t know what to expect after the point we were doing this and he asked me if we could try some new things I was like OK let’s do it when we did it he put a pair of handcuffs I was a little skeptical at first but I gave it a try anyways because you know I did not expect after that he blindfolded me and I continue to milk his cock then he rose up stood there beside the bed Fully erected with his cock and balls wrapped in the cock ring. He asked me if I can lick his balls for him and then proceeded to stand there as his eyes we’re starting to roll behind his head as I pleasured him with my mouth when he was jerking off. After that position he laid back down and I crawl onto my knees and prayer style as I started to melt his cock again as a group my mouth he whispered softly to me your mouth is so wet I’m so happy that can stay wet and your tongue does amazing things to me. As I was there as I was dreaming wow how could this be happening to me tonight that’s good looking guy in his 20s laying in my bed enjoying my warm mouth wrapped around his cock. And then he asked me how do you want me to come, I said where ever you like to so he stayed up real quick and standing position next to the bed as I was under him licking his balls looking up towards his ass he said keep looking and I did I think my tongue excited him so much that he shot His load clear across the bed as he painted me from neck to lower body. After that he laid back into bed and looked into my eyes and said wow you really have a wet enjoy fall mouth with that wicked tongue. I said thank you then he got up got dressed gather his things and I walked him out towards the door. Right when he reached the door I said to him I hope we can do this again and he replied I have your number I’ll hit you up. The second time he came over we went straight to my room and got comfortable like the first time strip down and laid in my bed fully naked this time I got naked as well with him and begin to milk his cock again with my warm mouth. After milking him for about an hour he still surprised that my mouth was so wet and my tongue could do this magical things to him. Then he asked me what I’d be interested getting fucked raw by him and I said yes most definitely so I worked him up so far erection car on my hands and knees doggy style waited for him to insert his large uncut cock into me and I see dead I was such a ham it’s been a minute since I’ve done this I think he understood and he took his very gentle time shoving his throbbing cock into my tight ass. He is stressing me so hard it was like having a human backpack attached to my backside it was the hardest moment I had another very long time then he told me that he was going to come in me and I was totally fine with it and he did. After that he laid back down into my bed as he was watching porn on his laptop spread eagle with his dick and balls wrapped around this cockring I gave him the last time came over. So I began to milk him again He asked me how do I feel about doing G with him. I was being very skeptical about it once again because I have had not done G and like over 10 years. So I contacted a friend who I known could get it for us. Once we got it I fully trusted him that he would dose me just right an him did. We had foreplay and overall and more fucking for more than three hours. We took a break in between as were both laying there going through a wave like affect from the G. We laid by each other side by side and started to talk about certain issues about the gay Community we both had experience from. One of the subjects were that came up was our health mind you this is the second time I met him I just wanted to be 100% truthful with him about everything. So I told him that I have been HIV positive what undetectable load going on 13 years. There was a moment of silence and then he also had something to say about the situation as well as we lay there talking he turns around and looks into my face and says I recently became HIV positive as well and been undetectable for one year he said. I felt like I could tell him anything I want from here on as he said The same to me and return. I don’t want to say that I was falling for him but more like we’re bonding a little bit better like knowing each other previous pass. I know for a fact I read in previous post about friends with benefits you shouldn’t get into certain topics or it can turn it is some thing that shouldn’t be. So after we just kept talking and I told him I’ve been in his situation way before he has and I told him if he had any questions or concerns about him being positive at a young age that he can ask me anything he would like. From there on the food around a little bit more and then took a break again. As I was laying there taking a break he asked me how I thought if we were FWB‘s and I told him yes I’m interested. But at the time I really didn’t know what FWB‘s meant really so I came on here to read peoples previous stories and paths about FWB‘s and I finally realize that we kind of broke some rules in the process before agreeing to be FWB‘s and now I feel like I hope it works out between us just as that and try not to have feelings on my side come up knowing that I see him on the side that we first met at on all the time so the end us I’m kind of stuck because I don’t want my feelings to be a part of it and one he’s new to my city with no family or friends here and I felt like we connected as friends and of course we have had awesome sex of course. But later on tonight I’m be dog sitting for him, and then I feel like this scenario came up into my head that he has no one to watch his dog and I agreed a few nights before that I would watch it for him. Knowing that he might be going to meet somebody else kind of makes my head and mine go stir crazy but I’m not gonna let it go to that level at all and just go with the flow. So when the time comes when he comes here to drop off his little doggie to bring up things that have been going through my head towards him or just go with the flow.
So long story short I don’t want my emotions to become a problem on what so far we have become between each other. My gut feeling is telling me just go with the flow so I will tonight. I want question him on what his plans are for the evening and I will hear back from him tomorrow when he comes to pick up his puppy.