It had been a long day and I was so happy to finally be home and have a few minutes to myself. I knew that Gloria wouldn’t be home for a couple more hours, and figured that would give me enough time to go online for a quick chat. These weren’t ordinary pen pals that I was talking to. They were ladies that I found on a role-playing website. They were people that I used to carry out my darkest fantasies. Fantasies that not even Gloria knew about. I was happy with Gloria but sex lately had become a little bland. I was craving something a little more rough and passionate. Although I didn’t have any physical contact with anyone I talked to I was still able to fill that emotional void that I had and that was good enough for me. I had been having fantasies of being fucked violently and sometimes even raped. These thoughts had been occurring more frequently lately and I was scared that if Gloria knew she would be disgusted or she would leave me. That’s why I chose to go this route. It felt safer and I didn’t have to worry about me getting attached to any of them.