I just found out I can squirt like the Bellagio Fountain

A mind-blowing, messy weekend of firsts

This weekend was one for the books, y’all. By Friday, boyfriend had been edging for days and was planning to have me suck his cock as soon as he arrived. It didn’t pan out because I teased him so much he got blue balls and had to cum, and because my former neighbor-with-benefits unexpectedly showed up at my door right after he arrived. So instead of sucking my beloved’s cock, we had a slightly awkward beer with a guy who once fucked me in the ass.
When my boyfriend left the room, he punched me in the arm and said “What the hell?! That is NOT who I thought you’d end up with!” I smiled coyly and said “Trust me, he’s not nearly as nice as he looks.”

My boyfriend *is* a ridiculously sweet guy, with a hot, but very nerdy vibe. And indeed, I did worry at first that he was going to be wayyyyyyyy too vanilla. But it turns out he can make me cum like no one else ever has. That’s not a diss on my late husband, who was amazing in the sack. But I figured some things out during two years of widowhood, and I’m ready to be uninhibited, vulnerable and open in a way I never was before.