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I have a kink fantasy and it’s completely related to race.
I have a fantasy of being used by some big dicked, racist skinhead type of dudes.
I envision walking some place in broad daylight and I am tackled to the ground, blindfolded, and dragged off some place.
When I’m untied, I find myself tied across a desk, face down, ass in the air, and arms behind my back.
The place smells filthy like piss, B.O., leather, and motor oil. There are five guys circling the table cussing and saying vile things to me. Some are spitting on me, while others are slapping my face, back, ass, and/or legs. They’re all wearing skin tight jeans and black leather boots. Some wearing shirts, others are not. They’re drinking and smoking and telling each other what they want to do to me while they have me here.