One of the most intense sexual experiences I have ever had was attempting to deepthroat a guy and gagging so hard and repeatedly that I lost control of myself in the moment and threw up on his cock. It was a dazed moment of intense embarrassment and shame followed by a euphoric type of lust. I felt confused because my mental instinct was to pull away in disgust and shame, but at the same time I felt myself aroused and wet at the idea that I was used so intensely while trying to pleasure a man that I literally lost control of my faculties and body.
I see a lot of porn that showcases rough throatfucking and deepthroating, but none of it seems to capture that emotional intensity of when it happens in a real non-manufactured moment between a couple. Has anyone else had experience with this or liked the idea of it happening? I would love to converse about it and potentially play it out via a roleplay.