The Day Innocence Died

**I grew up in a judgmental/sexually repressive household, and I’m sharing this post to inspire sex positivity and to see what I can learn from others in the process. I hope this post resonates with someone out there:**

Do you ever feel like you lost the innocence of your childhood as you bloomed into your sexuality? Part of me longs for the day when I could recapture the innocence of boyhood again – the days before sexuality was such a driving force in my life. I mean, even as a young boy I was attracted to girls. But ever since I’ve been about 12 years old – I’ve been insatiable. I remember I used to play with the girls in my neighborhood. Riding bikes, on the playgrounds, in the sandbox, all the different imaginary games we’d come up with and play together. Just holding hands with a girl or getting a hug made you feel like such a badass. Now we play imaginary games in the bedroom. Now I’d rather play “Let me suck on your clit and finger you to orgasm.” Or “Suck on my dick until I shoot cum down your throat.”

**THE DAY INNOCENCE DIED**