[MF] I (m20) boned my cousin (f22) and I’m at a crossroads about it, but it is done

**This is a long story, didnt know it was going to be.**

Tl:dr – Boned my cousin

To start it off, we are not first cousins. She is my grandma’s like great great niece or thereabouts. Even though we are far apart on the family tree, my family is very close nit with even the farthest relatives.

I will call her Grace, obligatory not her name. And another common sentence, I am not an author, so I dont know if this story as the way I put it will be any good.

Grace and I didnt start talking to eachother, not “talking” but like a “hey cuz whats up” talking, until about 2 years ago. We somehow started snapping eachother, and that led me to moving her into her apartment for college a couple of weeks before classes started for her. The relationship quickly evolved from a “how have you been for 2 decades?” To sharing intimate details about our lives. Grace has a very active sex life that she likes to share with me, including her long term relationships that went on during this 2 year span. I on the other hand have an average sex life, hooking up with my go to fwb since junior year.