i have pretty strong feelings for someone who i’m sure is unaware of my existence. i guess you could say that this is a textbook case of unrequited love. because i am in love with this woman. everything about her fascinates me. she doesn’t speak much but when she does, the whole room goes silent because her voice is simply captivating. smooth and deliciously deep, it pairs perfectly with her mysterious personality. i don’t know know much about this girl. in fact, i don’t even think i’ve spoken to her. yet i’m infatuated with her. i find everything about her perfect, but what gets me the most is her body. she wears baggy clothes, but they somehow manage to accentuate her curves perfectly. she has wide hips, perfect breasts and a curvy ass. and god i want to fuck her so bad. i don’t care if she degrades me completely and treats me with utter carelessness. i just want to be touched by her. to feel her fingers skim over my nipples, to feel her blowing cool air onto my warm core, to listen that alluring voice tell me how pretty i am, how good i’m being, and how long she’s wanted to taste me for. i want nothing more than to share a few minutes of ecstasy with her, and to worship her like the goddess she is. to put my mouth on her until my name is the only thing she’s able to say, to reduce her to a moaning mess completely vulnerable to my touch. helpless, and begging for more. then finally, to end my idea of a perfect encounter by resting my head on her chest and listening to her heart slow down to it’s normal pace, both of us slightly breathless from the magical experience we just shared. thinking about it makes it feel so real, yet this is simply one of the many ways the idea has played out in my head. and i suppose that’s the the most i’ll get out of this crush. after all, she’s completely unattainable and my chances of getting with her are next to none, so i suppose that i should get over her and move on. but i can’t help it. i want her, even if i know that i can’t have her. i want her so badly it hurts.