I (f19) have always been submissive but now I want to dominate men – the teacher fantasy

I’m 19 and will graduate from school in a few months.

I’m always perceived as very quiet and polite, as well as innocent, all because I’ve never dated anyone or even had my first kiss (all because I don’t leave the house and avoid contact with people at all times). Which, of course, makes most people think that I’m not a sexual person.

These people would probably change their mind if they knew how many times I’ve worn skirts and dresses without any underwear in public, taken nudes in public places and sent them to people I met online, just for the thrill of it. Since I started exploring like that, which started around the age of 17, I’ve only gotten more and more submissive.

I’ve always been into being degraded, being used for my body and the idea of being a fucktoy for any man that desires me. And I’ve always been into older men. All the ones I’ve talked to were usually well over the age of 30, usually more towards their 40s. Even though I’m very well aware of those the dangers that come with those tendencies, I’ve always really enjoyed them.
And school had always been a great place to find people that I could use in my fantasies. When I was younger it would usually be classmates or boys one or two years over me, but as the years passed I enjoyed thinking about teachers much more. Usually in ways where they could dominate me, take their frustrations out on me and use me.