The five years leading up to becoming myself were lasckLUSTer due to depression and self repression. Egg cracked in January of ’22. They say hrt nukes your libido until your body adjusts to the meds. Not for me.. my first week had me getting off the old fashioned way no less than twice a day. Wanted to use my original hardware for the first time in a long time which was off-putting at first because I’m a subby bottom at heart. The next three months or so go by and I have little motivation to use my Aneros progasm I bought when I was 18 even though when I have lewd thoughts I can feel butterflies in my prostate.
Fast forward a few more months I download grindr. Change my cringy profile from years prior to a discreet boymodingtrans girl with a couple body shots showing off my toned body in a couple different cute outfits from the years testosterone. Mostly just dick pics and chasers looking for a quick hookup. Chat with a few trans girls, but nothing comes of it. End up going to the opening Michigan night game in A2. Had a blast. In my down time I’m constantly checking grindr. Brother drives home so I have a chance to see if any local girls hmu.