In the days leading up to it, I had such an indescribable mixture of emotions. What the fuck did I agree to do? I tried thinking back deep into my memories, to try and figure out when in my life I developed these twisted desires and fantasies. A psychologist would have day trying to figure out what goes on in my mind..
I met my master on a website for people with eccentric kinks. I never really thought about joining one of these websites until one of my close friends recommended it. We hardly had any small talk before diving deep into my darkest fantasies. I soon told him all about how I wanted to be degraded. How I dreamed about being tossed around by multiple men and women and humiliated in public. We met a few times before the event to “get to know each other” a bit. During these meetings we began to discuss in detail what I wanted to experience. Being relatively shy and Easy going I gave him a small idea of what I sometimes though about, and let him use his imagination from there. I was not let down. In fact, things I never even dreamed of would be done to me, and my horizons were broadened quite a bit regarding what is actually “eccentric”. A few months with Jason and I was doing things I never would have even imagined just months prior.