Part of me had been wanting this the whole time. We broke up a couple years ago after she moved away for grad school, long distance was too much of a strain for us to last. But we stayed friends and I moved to her area for a job 6 months ago. Fully getting back together was never something I wanted, but I loved hearing her dating stories, talking about the men she was fucking and what they were good and bad at. Sometimes I thought about how good it would be to just fuck her casually while she slutted around but it seemed… out of reach.